SO I guess I should make a journal now...
RantUmm...so... :/
School is stressful. And annoying. And.. augh D:< No me gusta
So I'm applying to an early-college program where I would go to UNT for 11th and 12th grade in a program called TAMS, and I would get high school credit and college credit at the same time O:
I'm pretty excited, but it's also hard to get in.. :/ I have like a 70% chance though, so say my sat scores. Which I got a 1950 on, btw ._. not awesome, but good. If I had just gotten better on the essay I woulda had 2000+ >__> That was like the worst essay I've ever written, I'm surprised I even got an 8 lol xD
But anyways. Even if I made it, the one thing that makes me NOT wanna go is my friends. I mean, I could bear to go if it just wasn't for my two best friends. My favorite twinsss on the plannneeettttt ;___; I like... can't even describe.. how.. much.. I love them. ;__; I mean.. they're like the kind of friends that I imagine being close to forever, you know? The kind of people who have kids that become friends, too, and you just live your lives with eachother
I know it sounds kinda creepy, but I honestly can't imagine it any other way. And if I go to tams... I'm absolutely terrified of losing them. Even more so than that, I'm scared of not caring that I will. I mean, I'll have different friends than before, and even if I call them and visit on weekends, we won't have that common factor to talk about. SO the idea that I might drift away from them and recognize but just.. lose my love for them absolutely terrifies me ;___;Blehhhhhh. But my hope is that it'll make us closer and prepare us for when we'd be more that 45 min away (I'm in a suburb of dallas, so it's close to UNT. C:
I hope <3
But pretty much atm, I'm procrastinating my hw and TAMS application (which is only making me more stressed >_>
, so bleh. :/That's pretty much my life atm. In a nutshell.
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Melike Acar
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What will people do when they find that it's true?
I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak.
There ain't no disguising the truth. ~DC Talk
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